Many things that I thought were true about my life and the way God works have proven to be wrong.
I thought that God needed me to fulfill his plans for my life. I thought by making myself available in ways that seemed beneficial would help. Turns out I was wrong.
It turns out that God doesn't need me to do anything. Actually it turns out that I just ended up getting in the way. It turns out that I seem to know nothing.
All I know is that I need the Lord. I need grace, forgiveness, love and mercy. I need the blood of Jesus. I don't know anything but that I need Him. I need all of Him and He needs nothing more than all of me.
